Psychological Block

I can't draw at all ;__;
My mom loves to hover around my table whenever I draw and make all sorts of comments. She loves to say things like "ugly", "not nice".

I really wanna cry already. How can my drawings ever be nice if I don't practise?

But my mom's a housewife and she's always at home. I can't draw at all now with her presence.

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I DIDNT DRAW FOR ALMOST THE PAST WEEK...I REALLY WANT TO CRY...I WANT TO DRAW...but I can't pick up my pencil, and everytime I hear a slight sound at home I keep my sketchbook away...this isn't going to work...

She didn't used to be like this before I studied animation. Must be the "Asian parents" kind of thing and want result no matter what. BUT ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! THESE KIND OF THINGS CAN'T BE RUSHED!! I think I'm going to go crazy soon.

Manga

Sometimes their extreme-earnest-honesty is kinda unnerving..

I'm reading Oresama teacher now...some parts is so funny I literally LOL!! But I think it's shoujo manga being shoujo manga, so they just blabber all of their feelings out aloud. Which is practically impossible for most people in real life. HAHAHAHA WHY AM I THINKING SO MUCH. I think I'm too old for little girls' shoujo manga already. >__<

Who rieks long necks yoooooo

This is gonna be a short post cuz I'm busy with schoolwork.
Doing Trad animation >_> urgh...

So anyway, while practising and looking at my old works,
I realised that my characters have freakishly long necks lol. >__<

I guess this is part of learning! Haha
I promise to post more photographs in the future ^^ I've taken alot but lazy upload. :P

56 views o__o

Haha, idk if I should be happy or creeped out, but getting 10x more pageviews than normal kinda scares me abit lol...

If I reach 2000 pageviews when my holidays start I might do a 2000 pageview drawing for fun..^^ NOT KIRIBAN. Just saying.

OMG I did not know this

I was casually surfing the internet for 07 ghost stuff and I can't believe my work has been posted on http://fuckyeahsevenghost.tumblr.com/!! I was kinda appalled at first, because it was posted on the 24th Jan, and I had absolutely no idea at all. The first thing, was of course, to check if they linked back to my deviantart account. I'm really glad they did. I wanted to send them a message through the ask box, but the tumblr ask box is always down lol. I wanted to thank them for linking my work. Well, if they didn't link back, the message to them would be a scolding on instead of a thanking one haha!!

07 ghost madness

haha, my favourite character is officially Labby :D Really cute!!
Looks like I prefer cute stuffs. Of course, I don't reject hot stuff too!! XDXD

And my, my. Ayanami!! I don't particularly like or dislike him (but I really want to bash him up when he absorbed the ghosts' powers and use them for his own misdeeds) but what the what!! This pic...sends crazy fangirls crazier.



And 07 ghost isn't gay from what I have deduced from the manga, just really strong bonds between the characters. But save my damn soul, yaoi fangirls just have to turn everything gay and spoil the discussions. I don't care if you gals wanna fantasize by yourself in your own little world and imagine Frau stickin' his little bro into Teito. But please do not say something stupid like OH EM GEE HOW I WISH 07 GHOST WAS OFFICIALLY BL SO I CAN SEE FRAU/HAKUREN/MIKAGE/AYANAMI/JUST-ANY-GUY IN 07 GHOST-SAMA DO HOT GAY STUFF WITH TEITO-KUN *SQUEALLLLLLLLL* NO.

Disclaimer: only applies to SOME yaoi fangirls, and don't mind my rant. *bows*
That felt...nice. :P Able to let off some steam somehwere.

FINALLY A LABRADOR FAN ART

OMG YAY!! Accomplished :D I mightttt do another 07-ghost fanart during the holidays.
I'm thinking...Teito? Hakuren? Kuroyuri? haha :D
Oh btw I like Kuroyuri's hairstyle :P
And regarding Kuroyuri's gender...I think there is a 85% chance that Kuroyuri's a guy. I just can't imagine Kuroyuri growing up to become a gorgeous young lady LOL!!!!





Final:


Labrador 07 Ghost by ~thecym on deviantART

Oh and happy CNY gais!!!! :D~~
Time to collect watashi no akai PAO!!!!
LOL WHAT AM I SAYING!! Time to collect my red packets :D (known as hong pao in chinese)

EDIT: Well, I just read some rabid fangirls' rambling, but if 07-ghost turns shounen ai/yaoi (I know in the anime the Frau and Teito thing makes my brain explode already with blushing -.-) I probably drop it. I don't particularly hate gay stuff, I just can't stand looking at it. But I think the authors know better than to make 07 ghost gay lol (maybe it already was from the start :O)

EDIT 2: LOL What's with all of these edits!! I asked my friend and she said that 07 ghost absolutely isn't gay. For me I just dislike the blushing parts (LOL) but I think Frau and Teito just have a close mentor-mentee brotherly kind of relationship than what rabid fangirls call "gay". Somehow I think SOME yaoi fangirls are really shallow. They can't think properly and everything 2 guys do is gay. Gosh, what the hell?

Arghh

I'm scared. I'm really scared.

I try to put alot of effort in my schoolwork, and hope I can get the best I can for everything. Even if it's not an A, if I knew I gave my best, then it's okay (OF COURSE I WONT ACCEPT ANYTHING BELOW B HAHA) So anyways, I have lot of group projects this term. And I'm scared that we won't be able to complete everything on time. Schedules are tight, but it seems that there is some kind of lack in communication. I'm not a perfectionist. I just want to do my best, and something simple that fits the assignment brief, something that lecturers will accept and like, and something that I can actually complete on time. I know this seems kinda shallow, but there is simply not enough time to waste thinking "Shit there is something wrong and I can't rest without fixing it." or "I don't like it." But I hope my team mates will think the same for the group projects. I know this sounds kinda selfish, but I don't care if they pick on their own work all the time. I don't wanna hear "I think I'll fail" because with your group mates you ain't gonna fail, if you work with them (that is, if you DO work with them). Just saying. >__<

Free premium day

2 days ago hehe =) Because I can count my daily number of visitors with one hand, it didnt really make a difference, but it was still fun!!

And gosh, have slight fever yesterday. 37.6 degrees C!! In school my back was kinda pain (due to fever possibly?) I had to eat one panadol .__. and 2 after I bathed.



TEITO!!!!!!! OwO

My friend gave me the website of the authors of 07 ghost. It's kinda fun to view mangaka's blogs!~ (EVEN THO I CANT READ NOTHING HAHA) I really love banner of the homepage >v< And I wanna learn that kind of digital colouring style hehes. :D

OH AND I have to wait till next monday for the final ep of 07 ghost on Animax!! D:
Hope it won't be too rushed because they pushed all the fights till the last part.

Coloursss

Doing some colour draft thingy! This fri we have to complete this landscape thingy on A3 size paper full coloured with our chosen medium..so as ya guys know I'm using derwent coloursoft. I hope I can finish on time tho, cuz colour pencils seem to take an extreeeeeeeemely long time.

After drawing like 2 works that are this purply-orangey sunset sky I got SUPER TIRED OF IT ALREADY! It's kinda sad..I used to love that kind of colours so much, but I got very, very tired of it. (Like how your fav song becomes..a song u skip Lol) So yeah now I'm after more "cooler" and "lighter" colours like greenish-bluish and light yellow skies.

And I got this really bad habit of blogging very frequently for 1 period of time then abandoning my blog lol and reviving it again. S-i-g-h-s. Haha

Ouchhh

After resting awhile it doesn't hurt anymore! But 4hrs of non stop drawing is not good for the hand and mind...dun mind my ugly drawings..they were all done in a hurry in class >__< I suck at copics. I totally avoid this medium whenever possible lol. But no escape this time!! I had to do thumbnail value drawings. Roar they really suck!! And my poor N1 marker went out of ink @__@ Needa go artfriend and spend 6 bucks on the refill! Sighs...

OH AND I WANNA DRAW LABRADOR FROM 07-Ghost!! He's so gentle!!!!! :D
(And I got a thing for purple hair/eyes :P)

IT'S SO FRUSTRATING!!!

I get really pissed when I see art in my favourites that are "in storage"! Oh come on what GIVES!!!! I like your art and thus I put in my favs for me to look and admire. But noooo!! I can't see anything now! The saddest part is I can't rmb what the heck I have faved! I respect the artist's decision and that they can do whatever they like with their art. But you might as well delete it because I hate the feeling of "so near yet so far". The art is there, but you cant see it. DARN

So I'm telling all the peeps whose art is in my favs and they "store" it: Instant out of my favs! Too bad for ya. I bet you guys saw this coming anyway.

Kinda my 1st time doing gesture drawing?

Hoho, I think I suck at gesture drawing.
My cher (teacher) said that while doing gesture drawing, the lines shouldn't be 'hairy'.
Gotta get rid of this habit while doing these kinda drawing!!

Pics will be uploaded soon...I wanna watch 07-ghost on Animax ^^

EDIT: Pics uploaded ^^



Lousy 1min, 3min and 5min spiderman gesture drawings!!


LOL REALLY REALLY SHITTY gesture drawing of my classmates.

OH and 07-ghost is awesome!! Can't wait for the next episode~~
But haiz what's with Teito blushing all the time!>__< I'm kinda anti shounenai you know!!

ROAR

When I see blogs like this (eg http://otakulei.tumblr.com/) I get really pissed cuz they didnt at least link to the artists' website/account/etc. "All images are copyrighted by their respective owners unless otherwise stated. OTAKULEI doesn’t claim ownership to any of these photos." Writing this does not cut it.

Another complaint I have is that the "white overlay" over the pictures sucks and I have to mouse over the pictures to "get rid of it"...If the blog only consists of a few pics then whatever, but not when the whole blog itself are pictures -.-

I tried to click on the message link to write to them through their ask box but the link is broken. Oh well.

I get pissed at some livejournal icon makers too because they only write : From tumblr/from pixiv...blabla...

And if its from a manga panel you could also at least write which manga it was from.

Actually the real reason why I'm so pissed (oops) cuz the art is so amazing and I really want to know who drew those stuff and see his/her other works. ROAR!!!!!

HAPPY NEWWW YEAR!!

Wheeee LATE POST LOL

Anyway school has started and a whale of homework just came flushing in. But I hope that if I have a lil' bit of free time I would like to work on my Weather-tan ocs! I've drawn the three of em (not tellin who yet hoho) and scanned it in my computer..now I have to line and colour them in!

My digital painting is really sucky but nvm that for now. I hope I can work well with colour pencils ^^

I tried creating tumblr and posting stuff but fail T_T I'm more used to blogger for posting stuff, and tumblr for stalkin' n rebloggin' :P But during the long hols Imma figure out how to use tumblr properly!! :D